Well, now. I have to say today has definitely been one of my better days going back -- I don't know, probably close to two months?  I sit here this evening, listening to some music, enjoying the contentment and the now-almost-unfamiliar sense of accomplishment that are languidly washing over these tense shoulders. Yes, today was a good day.  And, get this, I spent it doing the things that I love to do most, funny enough.

I wonder if, down the road, I look back upon today as the definitive point where things began to look up.  I have a frightening feeling that this may end up being the case.  Frightening because I should never allow myself to think such thoughts; one only manages to open the door up enough to let disappointment to barge in and ruin your furniture.  Frightening because I already know that I'm probably not going to be able to stop myself from thinking such thoughts; the idea is already deeply entrenched in my consciousness by now.  Why? This shouldn't be happening. This is a very, very bad idea.

But, at the same time, what's wrong with feeling a little confident?  I went into Euphonic Sound today and dropped my verse addressing the Unity/Community themes, leaving them legitimately impressed.  On top of that, I may be able to go back and record another verse and get the whole song, which would be epic. So, I WANT to look back on this day and know it was the beginning of something amazing.  End of story.